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anywhere but here...

Im bored.

Tired.

I want to work anywhere but here. I applied for a job opening in Singapore. I have always wanted to work outside the Philippines. I just hope I get lucky or be blessed this time... :)

God speed! Please help me pray my dear readers! Thank You!

IN tHis LiFE...

I stumbled upon this song while looking for some layouts for my blog. I liked the lyrics so much because it simply says what my heart has been longing to tell.

It simply tells my life from the past to the present.

When I heard it, I simply wanted to share it with you my dear readers...or reader...lol!

(click on the widget play button below)

I Was Nurtured

I Was Sheltered

I Was Curious And Young

I Was Searching For That Something

Trying To Find It On The Run

Oh And Just When I Stopped Looking

I Saw Just How Far I'd Come

In This Life

You Give Me Love

You Give Me Light

Show Me Everything That's Been Happening

I've Opened Up My Eyes

Following Three Steps Fight An Honest Fight

Two Hearts That Can Start A Fire

One Love Is All I Need

In This Life

I Have Faltered

I Have Stumbled

I Have Found My Feet Again

I've Been Angry

I've Been Shaken

Found A New Place To Begin

My Persistence To Make A Difference

Has Led Me Safe Into Your Hands

In This Life

[chorus]

I Was Put Here For A Reason

I Was Born Into This World

And I'm Living And I'm Believing

I Was Meant To Be Your Girl

In This Life

I will be still and know YOU ARE GOD!

If someone would ask me what year was the worst thing that happened?

It would be 2007.

I wasn't myself...

I was too far from the person who have come to know the real me.

All I ever thought was myself. I was selfish..gone greedy..disobeyed my parents...caused pain to the one I love...Barry.
Lost my job. I have hurt friends and most of all forgotten God.

All I ever thought was to have fun and enjoy. Blinded by the pain I caused to the people I love.

I may not be a religious person but I am spiritual. I thank God always for all the blessings He has given me inspite of everything I have done in the past.

To all the people I have caused pain...my family,friends especially to Barry. You all know I love you.

It's an unfathomable pain. I know everything will soon pass.

I am hoping that after everything I have done...

I will be forgiven and together we'll move on. I know that time will come and everything will be okay and we'll be able to put the past behind us.

To God, thank you for everything. For giving me back Barry...for the forgiveness,the love and the wonderful blessings you have given. I know I haven't been that prayerful but you're still there for me. Thank you for everything.

Let your will be done my Lord...Im trusting you my life. I know you know what's best. I love you so much.

Time may come that I will stumble and fall again but I will always remember that when the oceans rise and thunders roar...

I will soar with you above the storm...

Father you are King over the flood...

I WILL BE STILL AND KNOW YOU ARE GOD!

gLad To SpEnD TiME with HER!

My mom and I went out today. We did some grocery shopping though we were on a tight budget we were able to pull out some strings...

We had cake and fresh fruits after, talked a little and had been a part of a woman's life for a minute since we shared the table with her and joined our conversation.

Though we had a tight budget but my mom and I had so much fun and Im glad I spent time with her.